rest in peace ty, love you foorever and a day
R.I.P dad, i miss you and love you
I don’t know anyone who has commited suicide but Rest In Peace <3
Rip to my future self
Rest easy Taylor, we miss you so much bud
RIP Cheyenne & Coltyn<3 I miss you both so much.
RIP Rachel I love you so much
I love you and miss you so much dad, I really hope I get to see you again some day.
R.I.P. Ramsey. :(
Happy birthday, Ramsey. You are gone but never forgotten. <3
Also, the whole thing about “being thankful for the dead” just really hit home with me because I realized tomorrow is Thanksgiving, but tomorrow is also Ramsey’s birthday.
I’m going to go to bed before I start crying.
I talk about how I’m dealing with the Jenna situation, etc.
R.I.P Jenna xxx
:( *hugs you super tight*
R.I.P Jenna. You told me you’d be happier. I’m going to hold onto that. x
to my followers - Don’t EVER think you’re not perfect, or not beautiful. You ARE. Don’t ever think no one cares, someone DOES. I will be your friend in a heartbeat. All you have to do is ask. Love you all. xxxxxxxxx
OK, so I’m adding this to my queue…….set to post from around 7amish tomorrow morning (UK time)
You guys all know the times I’ve tried to kill myself and been saved by you guys (police showing up at my door, when i overdosed, ambulance arriving…etc) well that was my mistake before….telling you guys i was doing it before i’d actually done it. This time I’m telling you when it’s too late. It’s 3:30pm right now and I plan on doing it at 5pm. I’ve wrote a note to my family, I told my sister to come on here and tell you guys if i’d succeeded this time (hopefully this time i don’t ing fail like i do at everything). I left my log in details so hopefully she does….the note says if i die do it, so next time there’s a post and it says it’s not me, it’s not going to me, i didn’t want to just leave with you guys not knowing what had happened to me…i’m not good at notes or anything and i still don’t know how long this has got to go. Brittany, you’ve been a true friend to me and i don’t know what i would’ve done without you, i love you so much, seriously, i just want you to remember that……
i never deserved a friend like you, seriously. I’m talking to you on skype right now and i’ve just told you i have to leave in 30 minutes to meet garry…not true. I’m seriously crying so hard right now, it’s hurting me not being able to tell you after 30 minutes I won’t be able to talk to you ever again. You’re just listening to Louis on the radio right now, happy, which is good because it’s good to know you’re happy :D. I don’t actually know when you’ll see this….but I just want you to know that I seriously love you.
As for you guys on tumblr….you’ve saved me in so many ways and for that I am so thankful, seriously, you don’t even know me. I have loved being on tumblr and I have loved being a part of it for almost 2 years? I don’t know, all I know is I love you all.
Goodbye, I’m so sorry
PS: There will be no point in trying to call the police or anything because I’ll either be gone by now or in the hospital if i ing failed again. I’m so so ing sorry Brittany, what you just said to me on skype just broke my heart. xxxxxx
I can’t believe this…
You’ve been gone over a month now and some things still don’t feel the same…maybe they never will. I miss you more than words will ever be able to explain, more and more each day…..